Weee!!! Tmr is christmas!! Hope everyone will have fun! Hmmm.. I'm going to grandmother hse to celecbrate christmas.. I don't remember having going there for christmas.. Or should i say i've never gone there before? Doesn't matter anyway.. Next tuesday gonna watch movie at vivo with some frens =D and it's Alvin and the Chipmunks 2! I'm gonna watch it with family but i think i still want to watch with frens.. Get to enjoy an have fun.. It's beingages since i enjoyed myself.. School is gonna reopened soon.. I'm kinda worried sia.. What is in stored for me? That smth for me to find out. But not now.. One thing i hate most is to intro myself. It's like freaking awkard and i don't like that feeling. =/ I hope i can cope with sec 3.. And i'm sure i'll be pretty busy next year.. So i maybe won't have time to blog =S

Life is full of surprises. Thus, every one of us are busy. To me, the best time to enjoy life is your childhood. When your young, you don’t have to worry about anything. Adults are always worrying this, worrying that. Isn’t it tiring? Worried you will be retrenched and can’t support yourself, your family. When you’re in your youth, you have to study hard. To ensure you have a better life in the future.Nobody knows what the future has in store for us . Now the economy isn’t looking good. . It’s looking pretty bad huh… Next year it’s sec 3. I’m gonna work hard towards my studies. Sec 2 has played a big part in my life, As Mr Johnson said, it is a part where it will change our life. It is so BLOODY true though.
To my surprise I’ve received a letter written towards me. And guess what? I’ve gotten the Best Progress Award! It’s my second in my life. Haha.. But it is nothing compared to others. They made the school proud and stuff. I did nth good in my perspective.

Bad day? Maybe not..

Zzz.. 2 days ago kena bitten by a cat on my left hand =.= but the cat so cute!!! >.< Love it xD now body still aching.. Went running, played basketball.. Football... ANd more running!!! ZZz... Tiring say.. but had fun =D Hahas.. Hmmm... Tmr watching movie with frens.. wed nth on.. thursday go buy literature books and uni. last time i went, they didn't have my size =.= only got big no small =.= thursday try try luck.. hope got >.< after buy stuff nid go causeway =.= meet karine they all.. than friday got nth on =D cool! can slack. Oh..Ytd went to ION ORCHARD to buy my school bag, pencil case so on... spent a lot of money and time over there =/

Wow... First my mom gets sick and now my brother? Andd i'm sick too.. Got the virus from them -.- later meeting catherine go school. hope got sell the uni and stuff.. the last time i went there, onli got sell the books. hope this time got sell the uni.. my uni very big >< that's y very loose but can say it's cooling la.. easy to move around too.. Lol. p.e oso the shirt so big -.- when running, the shirt jump here jump there. =.= hope got sell! >.<

Recently seems to be infuated with SS501 xD I mean like they are so cool man! I love their songs so much that i don't get sick of it though i've been replaying them xD The song i like most is A SONG CALLING FOR YOU.. Love it like hell xD
Christmas is coming.. Almost everyone seems to be excited abt it.. I myself doesn't celebrate christmas but if there's those party, i'll go =/ Usually i go to my aunt hse as she organise the party.. but she nv organise anymore.. is it a GOOD thing or a BAD thing? IDK xD

Haiz.. Found out my appeal was UNSUCCESSFUL =/ Nvm... Work hard.. But Literature like very hard sia.. scared i ltr fail badly.. than die le.. URG?
Lot's of people going overseas.. and i'm no.. Grateful for that.. Next wed gonna watch movie with some frens.. Ahh.. It's Christmas Carol and have to specially go AMK to watch the movie in 3D format. Than.. there's a movie my bro wana watch.. It's Alvin And The Chipmunk 2! I've watch the first part and find it quite nice.. Ah.. Watching with mom and bro..

Haiz.. Kinda lazy to update.. Recently it's cold.. BRR.. At night so cold can't sleep.. Ytd i had a nightmare.. Real life!!!
I was bathing halfway when smth black and brown caught my eye, i reach out and touch it. It was haard.. I couldn't tell what was it so i wore my specs. Than to my HORROR, it was a insect. Thr no. 1 insect i hate and scared most. BEETLE!!!! I had a really really bad scare =( I was practically screaming HELP!!!! my mom was watching tv and cannot hear me =.=
I use a tub to prevent it from moving and I quickly bath finish. Than an obstscle came. The tub was blocking the door. Pausing for a moment, i push the tub and carefully not to let the stupid beetle to come out. I ran towards my mom. Ask her for help.. She kill it.. Eeeee
And i was save... Thank God..

This song is so meaningful.. I have it in my phone too ^^
I.. I should have stop long long ago.. Why didn't I? Now i can't mend this anymore...
I only have me and myself to blame.. Just because of 1 small mistake i've made, everything is gone..

Whenever i try to give up on you, it seems that i will be drawn to you even more... Why?!?! You might not realise this but you're alr feeling up th empty space in my heart.. How...? You didn't do anything either.. I'm the only one... Minding everything..

Urg!!! Can't believe i'm going 3/4!!! AHHH!!! Sigh.. I want to be in 3/5.. All my friends there.. 3/4 got so less people i know..Oni a few =(
Life is full of changes.. This is one of them.. Without changes, life maybe boring.. Changes change us too.. But it may not.. Ahh!!! At least i very lucky cos there's one person i hope not in the same class.. And his not the same class!!! =DDD So happy..
But somehow, after i noe the results, I'm kinda sad.. Dunno why..

I've nv seen such a stupid and stubborn person before, Not until today.
I'm fustrated and tired. every problem has a cure isn't it? But in this case i dunno. Life..It's so tiring.. When i thought things are started to slowly smoothly moving, my life shattered. Have you ever felt this way? I cried every night, trying to be strong in front of others. Couldn't sleep. What's wrong? I make life difficult. Not mine but others.. Shameful huh? Maybe i shouldn't be born into this world. I don't belong here either. From the start, the moment i came into this world.. Accidental pregnancy? *Smirk. Mom should have aborted me. I've only gave her pain.. Came home, What's the first reaction? Black face. Started to scream.. Scolding starts. Haiz.. Enough of it..

I'm scared... Very scared... i need people by my side but none... Mom went out..
Living me ALL alone ><
Damn... Help me... Lucky i log on facebook... My 'Good Friend' Jeremy,console me..
Gave me advice.. calm down alr.. Phew.. Oh God.. Pls dun scare me anymore...

Man... So tired... I hate holidays man... Damn freaking boring..
And... I'm kinda sick... Who cares? Haha...
What's a person with no feelings? They're numb.. Their heart is frosted..
It will take months,years or maybe forever to melt it..
And what's the cause of it?
Trauma? Past experiences is the cause..
But there is some cases where people are just numb without any causes..
Thinking,actions does affect.. They just naturally have a 'power' or 'feeling' that PUSH them away from their heart..
I have experience this and recovered =D
But... You must have the will-power to do this..
Only you are the one who can 'save' urself..

How can i make someone to give up on me without hurting his feelings?
than, a friend told me not to be afraid to hurt his feelings, and i did.
I told him how i feel... And his hurt...
Now i'm in a mess...
But i didn't regret what i've done...
also... Maybe it's time to let go... Forget about him...
I'll just live my life as peacefully as i can...

eeee holiday nth 2 do de.... at home only use com,watch tv,go out..........

veery sianzz gonna die of boredom..

Lol... This is my third blog.. And it's for public view! Though i dun think people will come...
It's the holidays... Gonna be frickin bored...